i swear im gonna abstain frm chinese aft tis Os. :S rahh.

2more days.

pia chinese pia chinese pia chinese.
rahhh!! :((
nvms..... shall continue aft blogging....

din do too well 4 eoys overall. :SS -sigh- all dis comparing of results r getting on my nerves. lyk, is it reali tt impt? does bad results makes 1 of lesser value? does it mean ure nt as refine? does it determine how much respect u shld get? oh mayb it does in dis real world. but it's stupid. hate comparing. so wad if i get gd or bad grades? as long as i tried my best. rahh. call me a laid back person. call me sum1 w/o ambition. i dun care dun care dun care.

rambling. :(

hmmmmm. joycelin's gonna hv a hallowen party! too bad i cant go.... :( cant even go 4 d cls chalets. grr. all thnx 2 my mum. :SSS

nvm. soooo much holiday hw to do... nxt yr will b our super crucial yr. haiz. i-wun-b-stress. :))

ohwells. beta get my 1st A1!! chinese!! cheena power! :DD hahaz.

yoohoo. new skin! :) much darker.... yays! found orange strips rather gorgy. :S half done though.... omg... 30-40 plus links to edit.... *lazy* :DD

i tot cellular was sum thriller action movie.... it's a COMEDY action movie! it's funny. well. kind of. nt worth $7.50 i guess.... dun hv tt i-wanna-watch-it-again feeling... but quite ok la... watching w/ d sch helps! hahaha.... u'll learn neva to mess w/ science teachers. :S n d lead actor damn gung-ho. ~~ i'll give it 3 stars! :))

wahahahaha.... had 2 do d pgs trial thing.... our cls was d oni 'lucky' cls tt got selected.... anywayz. it's sum survey thing.... suppose 2 b confidential... yaaa riiitee. quite retarded. nvm. shant tok abt it. had 2 watch dis video o monsters b4 d movie thing.... n i tink tjl was hving mood swings or sumting... damn grumpy. but she always looked lyk tt anywayz. once again! poor alvina had her house thing... culdnt go 4 d movie... :PP

joycelin made me laugh sooooooo much tt i felt soooooo tired when i got bac to sch.... hahahaha. ask her to impersonate mr bean k? :DD

lalalallalalalalalalala~~~~! tml's retreat.... confirm loads of pple will b ponning... oh wells. i CANT! so sad..... )): hmmmm.... hv 2 pia 4 chinese.... argh. argh argh argh. soooooo annoying. geez.

omg.... d rugby thing had jus created more angst b/w classes. brilliant. so much 4 bonding.

oohweells.

:) ciaooooooooo.

gd luck 4 all thooose muuggggggiiinnngggg~~~!!!! jia you wor!^^


When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I won't wait
Cuz you won't change
And you'll always be this way

Cuz I'm tryin to get today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I knowI don't wanna think about you

Don't wanna think about you

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

sorry guys, din go 4 d rugby thing. apologies. :\
rotted at home. studied chinese. yeps.

bball was quite fun... thnx guys 4 da help. rather blur at times. oh wait, correction. blur ALL d time. haha. :))

oh yay! watching cellular tml! hahaha..... but joycelin n nana will b d ref 4 lower sec b4 tt. rahhh. will bore 2 death. x((

yest was boring. played cards. played cards. played cards. played cards. omg....... almost went crazy in cls. :S brought a chess set 2 sch! :) aft all it was so-called d board game day. haha. joycelin soooooo fun 2 play w/! hahahahhaha. stress-free! :PP

stupid nana n joycelin put my water bottle in d shoe bag!! argh. tasted muddy laaaa... :((

hmmmz.
i dun feel lyk blogging anymore. literally. nvms.
7 more days. jus another 7 days. i'll get bac my real hyper-ness.

ps: y didnt i hug kelsey??? COZ SHE WAS a) WET! b) MUDDY! c) SMELLY! d) THREATENING! (it culd b jus u though. :P)

i'll hug u if ure nt a) b) c), d)'s quite hard 4 u. :PPP

been whining a lot 4 these 2 days. :(( okie dokes! beta try n get bac sum hyper-ness!

tralalalala.... sch was kinda boring. had chem lessons! n chem hw!! xtra lessons rite aft exams... sheesh. joycelin was still engross in her 'qi ling wang' ... tempted 2 spoil d story 4 her. :P

tried playing cards w/ joycelin, edith, amanda n p. koh. i won d 1st round!!! wahahhahahahahahahahahahahah!! joycelin super suai today. :DD lol. joycelin n edith played speed too... damn hilarious! omg. i laughed lyk mad laaaa.... :DDD was telling joycelin abt d m'sian idol trailer n tt "r u dumb?" link.... IT'S RETARD-LY FUNNY! hahahaha.... even p.koh saw it. lol!

so sad. didnt c much of alvina.... she was stuck in her house meeting thing. poor gal. :P d oni time i got 2 tok 2 her was b4 checking d horrible geog results? pockey sticks!!!! yaaay!!! hahaha.... :))

joycelin n i had 2 go 4 rugby training..... errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. no comments. im nt reali in2 d rugby tourney. rugby is okkk.... but nt d tourney. :SS i dun hv faith in our cls n im nt enthu. feeling guilty.... but ya. damn la. IM REALI NT GD IN RUGBY!!!!! get d pt? geez. y muz u put meeee iiiinnnn..... esp when i dun hv my hyper hyper mood. :( n u didnt give us d chance 2 b reserve!!! nvm. shant whine. missed watching 'mulan' too!!

d training was quite sian la. we got quite confused? jus ran lyk nuts. joycelin n i stone-ed. started raining half way. took our uniform n ran up... ahhh!!! shldnt hv left it on d steps. had ants all over meeeee!!!!! joycelin counted. each time 1 bit me. 12 altogether!!!! ahhh! irritated. :( finished watching 'mulan' in cls (while picking out more ants).... whhhheeeee!~ :DD

dontated 10cents to calina, 5cents to zoe n jac. so stingy rite? not my fault! i didnt had any coins left but dey insisted tt i shld donate.... hahahahaz.

oh yea. thnx jia min 4 tt pressie! hahaha. so thoughful of u! lol.^^

super slpy. *yawnz* tiiirrreeeddd.

"human r intelligent as 1, but stupid as a grp." -ann marie. :PP

RAHHHH.

sad. sad. sad. dunno y. heard sum stupid stuff abt me. frm -her-. it's reali stupid. it's reali irritating. it's jus basically gossiping w/o any proof. jus bcoz of that matter. lyk 4 god's sake! i didnt provoke u! so y cant u leave me b?!? in fact! im been avoiding u!! gosh. im starting to get super super pissed. did i freaking hell killed ur whole family in my last life?!?!?! n d tot tt i gotta face u 4 one more yr makes me wanna die. i m utterly disgusted. n im tired of it. feel sooooo tired of having to go thru ur trial. how nice if i can jus hide away frm all tis!!

chill min ser chill....

kelsey!!!!!!!! u didnt give me a big hug tooodddaaaaaayyyy!!! bah. n stop thinking of those evil tots. u passed chinese la!!!! i failed k. so wad if it's higher chinese?!?! im SUPPOSE 2 pass! xPPP

nvvvvmmmm..... joycelin was glued to 'qi ling wang' tt comic bk. told u it was gd! n yea. zhuo wei's darn cute. lol.

got so much stuff to do. but im nt doing it. procrastinating. gee. now im d one tt feels lyk dying. grrr.

i feel lyk blogging. but i dunno wad 2 blog abt. sheesh. -blank out- okkkk. hmmm. i got bac a few papers.... kinda gd results? hahz. pulled down by mid yr though. :( OMG! I FAILED CHINESE! AGAIN! i tink. tt's wad lao shi said. ah. can go drop higher chinese. damn annoying. ya. oh yea... tjl made me so pissed 2day. i tot she her intellect was as gd as her sports. apparently nt. her logic is sooooooooooo poor. ahhh. she actually believed a bunch of lame excuses. nvm. *annoyed* my thoughts r all in fragments! raaahhh. feel so burden. so -mentally- tired. everthing seems so negative. :( sch didnt brighten either. feel so down. so.... so.... sian? yea. sian. nt hyppeeerrr!!! rah. hate it. :( kelsey wacked me tis morning. yvoone was dancing w/ glee. damn her. hahaz. oh ya. played bball! felt so out though. culdnt play properly. stupid me. ahhh. even bball din made me happy. :(( how. *sad* need to start training 4 cairnhill. argh. i wanna join d 3-10dec event. seems lyk im d oni 1. y?! argh. dun wanna go aloooonnneeeeee!! -sigh- sux. gonna play rugby 4 d cls? errrrrrrr.... im nt gd lor. geez. gonna drag d team down. bah. missing u too. wad's d use anywayz. -shakes head- neck hurts. neck hurts. gotta give tuition again. coz i skipped yest's lesson. was too lazy. :P wad time is it now? 5.08! oh great. im late! kz. gtg peepz. i dunno wad im typing. but does make me feel beta. n to all those unhappy pple out dere: cheers! ure nt alone. bahhhh. im so messed now. gd byez. gonna torture tt cousin of mine. wahaha. ritee.

A Tribute to My BELOVED Grand-daughter. :)

Dear kelsey,

lost count of how many yrs u've been calling ah gong.... -haiz- it seems lyk yesterday when i picked u up frm potong pasir rubbish dump. :P kind hearted ME took u in. n ever since, i treated u lyk my own! along w/ ah ching. [ee ching] :) despite d toture u've given me, which includes wacking, screaming, cursing me 2 get heart attack, threatening 2 kill me, wacking, making me play weird chess games, scaring me 4 gd no reason, wacking, vandalising my property, forcing me 2 give last min chinese tuition. TAKING AWAY MY HAIRBAND! resulted 2 almost a detention. tickling. n did i mention wacking? yea well, wacking.

but ya noe wad? i still love u all d same.... *smiles* AWWWWWWWWWW. arent u touched?

thus. i suan u. it's a sign of affection! u do tt pretty often too. i noe u care.
SO! u wun kill me rite? RITE. n wad i said was quite true.... d karang guni man wun pay me. coz it's illegal 2 sell kids. [regardless of it's use. :P] yea........ :)

anywayz! hv a nice day! drink more herbal tea! hahaha.....


love,
ur ever caring ah gong
smilez!:)

I Hope You Dance

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
And God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith the fighting chance
And if you get the chance to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
And never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a pasing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
promise me that you'll give fate the fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance, I hope you dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance.

boring day. haiz. i feel so lerthagic. even aft sleeping 4 14hrs. dere's nth beta 2 do.......... resorted to studying chinese. hmmmmmm. u noe wad? i tink i'll still b able 2 slp now. omg. noooooooo. -shakes head- gonna turn into a sloth soon. -___-"" at least exams r exciting. ok. dere's sth wrong w/ me. -nodz- come 2 tink of it. i haven spoken a word 2day! nt even 2 my mom. oh nonono. i said "morning". rite. so im still normal aft all. :)

im bored.

oh well.... i guess it's beta den

im stress.

hahaz.

if u cant stand me whine. dun bother reading. watch happy tree friends or sumting. byeee.

but if u wanna read. well, u shldnt. www.happytreefriends.com. dere.

oh wadeva.

cant believe how a bitch a person can get. pardon d language, but im currently very annoyed. lyk... it's super irritating. faker faker faker. neva had anything against u.... n now... argh. sickening. i dunno how u manage to jus ruin my day w/ perfection. or rather, ruin my nite. ah heck abt her.

slept at 3am in d morning.... insomia? i dunno.... was jus thinking n thinking n... tada! it's 3am!

bah. had a bad day. :( wanted 2 slp till very late.... aft all it's lyk 1st day aft exams?? n i slpt damn late last nite. guess wad?? got dragged up 9.30am in d morning 2 teach tuition. :((( coz my p4 cousin's exams r cuming. had 2 teach him science. omg, it's stupid la... i jus finished my exams?! n here i m sort of studying again. dammit. n cant my mum lyk give me a earlier notice?? waking me up when i dun wan 2 is a bad bad way 2 start my day. hey, it rhymes.

n i cant go out on mon n tues. wth?! it's marking day!! coz i gotta tutor my cousinS again..... -_____-"" sux la... i feel lyk im d one gg thru streaming. :SS weelll, i dun realli mind my older younger cousin.... but d p2 is on my nerves. tt guy will grow up 2 b a jerk. ok... mayb im kinda mean.... but he's reali irritating. nvm.

n once again! w/o an earlier notice, my mum dragged me 2 get a haircut. "coz i tink tis salon is nt bad!" but do i look as if i wan 2 hv a haircut 11am in d morning?! anywayz, my hair looked no diff la..... waste money. oh well, it aint mine.

went bac home n slp slp slp slp slp. till 6.30pm? hahz. mood was still as bad. bad dreams. d thoughts wuldnt let me off even when im slping. watched sum tv den went 2 stone in d room. 'fought' w/ my sis over d radio. my sis wuldnt let my listen 2 perfect 10. she was "sick of english songs". bah i lost. listening 2 933. best, she's blasting sum italian song on her laptop now. she's so my sister.

-sigh- n now.... im typing my blog..... yup...... n i tink i ran out of things to write.... so im typing abt running out of things 2 type 4 my blog.... haha. rite. though i hope i hv things 2 type.... at least it'll keep me bz....

bz frm thinking. thinking of u. u dun care. so y shld i. yet i cant 4get. but im trying. it's so hard. wad m i suppose to do. i dunno... i dunno.

gotta get a grip. i sound stupid.

if ure annoyed aft reading tis. well. dun blame me. im nt in a gd mood either.

tata n hv a gd nite. tomorrow will b a beta day! :)

waited sooooooooooo long 4 tis day 2 come!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

yay!!!!!!!! happy happy happy~! :DD amaths was lyk.... er..... ya. horrible. but i tink i did beta den mid yr. :)

yooohoooo!!!!! went out 2 watch sky captain n d world of tomorrow! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! it's niceeee!!!!! jus tt d graphics were kinda fake sumtimes. but it's damn funny! :DD esp d tibetian guy... "y did u lock d door?!" LOL!!! ^^ go watch, go watch! jude law looks kinda lyk ewan mcgregor. heh. im a sucker 4 brit accents. :D n angelina jolie was damn cool! I LIKE DEX!!!!!!! omg. he's damn intelligent! heez. :DD hahahahahaha.... i dun regret watching it. :) wanna watch sharks tale! any1 interested? :P

anywayz, went 2 watch it w/ marianne c. hahaha, met marianne w. at d cinema!!! w/ chua, vanne, cherlyn, corrine n hui shan. :)) dey were gg 2 watch sky captain too! but at a ltr slot. ahhh, dex is damn smart rite??? *grinz* had d whole theater to ourselves. well, sort of. damn cold!!! :S i alwayz freeze in d cinema. lol. oh ya! oh ya! saw nana aft d show!!!!!! went to fuzz her hair. hahahaz. kim got more shock den nana though. lol. ^^ btw, alvina! u still owe me 1. :)

aft tt, went to c books at borders. saw a super duper nice 2005 diary!!!!!!! d cover's jus plain black. I WAN!!!!!!! but it's lyk $28. :((( im so tempted 2 get it..... it's reali nice. marianne as usual, was looking at all d bks! hahaha... she was lyk telling me which 1 was nice n i gave tt "huh?" look. :PP gosh. a series of unfortunate events bk 11 is out! lemony snicket is a reali gd author. :)

den went ps:( . went Times to c MORE bks... hahha.... prices r cheaper dere though.

dex dex dex!!! hahahaha.... :D

dance~! where ever u may be!
i am d lord of the dance said he!
n i'll lead u all where ever u may be!
n i'll lead u all in d dance said he!!!!!! :PPP

wheeeeeeeee!!!~~~~~~~~~ im gonna relax.... relax n relax n relax n! study 4 my stupid Os..... :(

cheerios!

decided to jus 4get abt u. 4get abt it. ive officially given up.

lalalallalalalala.............. bz mugging.... no time 2 blog... lol. ^^ im so dilligent! yay! hahahahahaha.... 3 more days 2 freeeeeeeeeedom!!!!! yooohoooo!

anywayz. nth much 2 blog abt. dun feel lyk narrating my exams either.... i screwed up emaths. of all subs!!!! ahhhhh!!! oh wellz. shant bother abt it. :((

hmmm. shall reply tags!!! :DDD

retard aka kelsey. : -ahem- u terrible granddaughter!!!!!! trying to drive me 2 my grave rite?! i shld hv jus left u at d dustbin to dieeee!!!!!!! EXCUSE ME?! lyk hu will b HAPPY to b referred as a transvestite?!?!?! and NO u may nt call me tt again. :\ im nt gay. w/ such a granddaughter lyk U, how can i b gay?? [as in happy.] to tink i actually had d heart to pick u up frm d dustbin. ought to sell u 2 d karang guni man. :PPPPP LOL. n ya. i-wun-tell-u. :P

cher: hahahahhahaz. *GRINZ* oooooo. u actually read my blog regularly? wow. :))

nikki: heyhey!!! hahaha.... kkz, i'll link ya! cyaz in sch!!!! :DD

angie: heyoooooo!!! i cant seem to view ur blog. :((

3 more days........ *tick tick tick*

red! and yellow, pink and greeeeeeeen!!~~~ purple and orange and bluuuuueeeee!!!~~

i can sing a rainbow!!!! sing a rainbow!!! sing a rainbow tooooooooooooo!!!~~~~

-ahem- jus testing out d colour thing. :DD

woaaah. dey changed d blog system again? so user frenly now.... hahahaz. ^^

had d lit paper today....... i tink i'll fail. culdnt finish it!!! argh. poor time management. -sigh- omg, d samphire n greatest give came out!!! yay..... hahahaha. :)))) oh yea, d paper was lyk 3hrs in total?! my hand was so numb aft tt!!!! i tink it sumwad cut of d blood circulation. :(

a few things on my mind now.

i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. hand hurts. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. hand hurts i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. hand hurts. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. hand hurts. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. i wanna slp. hand hurts. i wanna slp.

n of coz, u too. :)

shuddup kelsey. it isnt u. :PP

im sleeepy. *yawnz* thinking of u doesnt help. damn.

*grumble* can sum1 jus shoot me..... ? I CANT FINISH STUDYING!!!!! argh. nvm. breathe min ser! breathe!!!

cherlyn jus made me panic during tuition. she was stressing on how stress she was n tt made me stress too. i mean, cherlyn da super mugger is afraid tt she cant finish her studies?! omg, den i can jus die la. :((

i. hate. social. studies. ahhhhh. im still at merger n seperation? whooo. gd luck to me! :DD N I STILL GOT 6 CHAPS OF PHY!!!!!! wait. actually 3. wadeva. i'll scream anywayz. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! y m i still blogging?!?!?!?! nononononoononon... hands off d net! n bac 2 ss. :((( oh yea, n ms teo made a reali SUBTLE hint 4 our lit exam, note d use of sacarsm den infer if dis source is realiable. YOOOOOO!!!~~~ im seriously mad. hey, irony used!!! serious? mad? get it? hahahahahahahahahaha.... rite. fuuuuunnnnnnnny.

lalalala..... shall trot off to my studies! :DDDD wheeeeee. d tunku is soooooo interesting. :S


cant stop thinking of u :(

super stressed out now. alvina, i admit it! im stressed! :S

so much to study.... study study study study study study. N MORE STUDIES!!

argh... got a freaking headache... bad.

exhausted.

minz is so unhappy now. :((

-sigh-