listening to our mass dance song. xD
haha. eventhough half the time i got the steps wrong, it was still fun. (x

smiling at my moniter. AHAH. look like some idiot now. ((:

i want to be a facil nxt yr!~ whooo.

VT messaged me a few days ago.
meeting up with her for BIG WALK! lols. hopefully joycelin and alvina will be free.
last year was darn funny. (x we completed the walk! whoo. and walked an extra 5 km to suntec. haha. did many stupid things during the walk.

(:

hah... i miss them like hell.
im losing contact with all my ij friends.
sighhhh. esp joycelin and alvina.
i miss the ij days. where we were THE trio in class. ((:

ohwells. wait till their bball season's is over, then we'll meet up! yay. (:

judo was crazy la. the STUPID RING THINGY SWING AND HIT ME TWICE IN THE HEAD!
and i knocked into the wooden pole. again. again.
dizzy spells. :S

tralalala.

class steamboat outing tml! haha. (:

ok la. better stop updating so much.
still have my maths tuts to do. SIGH.
OH. MARIANNE PROMISED TO TEACH ME TENNIS DURING JUNE HOLS! YAYERS! xD

whee.

sometimes i wish i was in cj for 1st three months. maybe things will turn out better. maybe.

put up a smile! (:

tag replies!

CHER: i want!!!! (x haha. im doing H1 lit, so it's only othello. (: haha. everyone looks into the mirror when they get back to class! vainess. (x

SERENE: haha. outing outing! AFTER UR MID YEARS PLS. (: like june alright? with juns. YAY. and i miss you too! i miss all my juniors. ): ermm. ive got trng on the NJ funfair thing... maybe i'll go? see first. (: hah. tell me when ur chess trng resumes! i wanna go visit.

NANA: see?! i changed it to black for YOU. hohoho. i love u too gf! (: tho i think ure gonna have an affair soon. ): LOLS. take care ah... dont think so much. (:

JUNS: as usual. ure long long REPLY. haha. i love you! my besterestest friend! man. im loving lots of pple. (x nvm. big heart ive got! haha. yes yes! i want hugs! BADLY. been hugging my judo friends. TEEHEE. xD sighh. hugs makes me feel better. need. more. anyways. outing with u soon! omg. so many outings. im feeling overwhelmed. my twin and i look so alike! but somehow i cant send it to my comp. rahh. )x see it in school then!

i missed yakun.

sadness. ):

ok. school was like sooooooooo slack. as in i was not in the mood for lessons. )x
half day. if only it was always half day.

talked to steff in phy lect! got some things off my chest. ((:
some things i wont dare to say. :X hehs

playing bball for my class. oh no.
pressure. i cant play well. )x
I CANT.

judo was funny ytd. (x
MY TWIN! xin hui. ((: teehee. shld upload the pic one day.
so alike pls. it's scary. :X hahahha.
my twin is so nice too. ((:

yea. but like im so useless. sighh.
if only i could get things right.
and complain less. :X
oh shutup min ser.

i WILL complain less.

-nods-

aunt agony me.
hate it when my friends are upset.
SIGH.
makes me troubled too.
if i could do sth for them...
how nice eh?

ok, depressing thoughts.
I WANT HUGS. ahah.


im grateful for nana.
im grateful for juns.
(:


meeting loads of pple nxt week. ij pple. and my xiao di. ahahaha. (:
busy week! very busy. i wondr if i'll survive...

OHWELLS. better study now then. (:
that's what i always say. haha















why do make me worry so much? yet try to act it's ok? ure being someone u arent. ure doing things u dont want. i wish i could do sth for you. i wish i could share ur burden. i wish i could do more than try and make u laugh. 'cause i dont know if i had really made u laugh. im so helpless now.

put up a smile.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

):

just got back from judo.
im like having judo every other day.

roars. strong i will be! (:

screwed the shuttle run bit. ER. haha.
how funny. (x
meiyi and shufen didnt feel well after trng. ):
ohwells. get well soon judo partner!

cant do no cartwheels. ARGH.

someone said i was PRETTY. xD
ahahaha.
i still think it's a lie.
but it made me smile.
LOLS.
im a sucker for compliments. (:

my class has curtains! orange, LIME GREEN! blue and some-other-colour-i-cant-rmb.
nice.(:
OH OH OH. and MIRRORS! xD
now not only yu xiu's addicted to mirrors.
HEHE. 1T26 rocks.
.. with lots of horny pple. NANA. )x

damn. left gor's book in sji!
OMG. guilt.
):
sji GYM is a cursed place.
i swear it is. )x

gor doesnt mind.
sighh.
min ser is so blur.

almost fell asleep during lit.
tried slapping my face.
didnt work. ):
was caught nodding off.
sent off to wash my face. (x
lols. and that worked!

so tired. better sleep more.
long made me sleep at 1230.
x(
considered early i suppose.
heh.

im gonna be desdemona in OTHELLO.
oh hell.
othello's WIFE?
i want to be iago!!!!~~
):

rahhhh.
nvms.
life is never fair.

urgh. im not thinking straight. am so sleeepppppyyy.
yawns.

tag replies!

JINGDA: i dont stink la! ))))x im so sorry about the book. REALLY. im so sad. ):

NISE: lol. I LOVE YOU TOO! teehee. (:

BERNIE: what scandals?!?!?! ROAR. i dont care la. ))): anyways! good seeing you today! tho we talked for less then erm, 3min. )x outing pls!

tag replies!

BERNIE: i dont mind showing u my class! but like u toot. ure always so busy. ): sighhh. when are meeting?! are we EVER going to?!?!?!

STEFF: whiny guys! lol. all like damn childish la. :X haha. it makes damn fun-loving. tho sometimes it can be quite irritating.

SERENE: lol. xiao mei better la. ((: hahaha. this is so funny! anyways. outing with juns soon!

ANGIE: hello! CJ is great. (: nice pple. nice place. how's NY? bet it's good too. haha. u take care as well!

NISE: hello denise!

JINGDA: LOL. ur hair looks better now la. honest. (: ice cream was good!

JUNCHYI: left urs for the last. coz it's the longest. lol. why suddenly so sad? ): didnt u have a great time ytd? ganging up with jingda to suan me HUH?! ))x lols. sorry u didnt get to see. -ahem- i thought he was there. lol. and kian was annoying during band concert. ): anyways! u've got to go out with serene and i! plus kl and i! omg. dont know how ure gonna find time.

the reason why i dont update as often is coz

i just get lazy halfway into the post.

nvm. shall take the chance to rant.
im tired. yes. very tired.
tired from all the judo. it's well, kinda fun. but tiring. im weak.
tired from all the lack of sleep. ok. i admit. 3-4hrs in NOT enough.
tired from all the stress in school. stress coz ive been slacking in school.
tried from all the thinking.
tired of everything.

sometimes. i just dont wanna bother about anything.

ok. im getting moody. hahs.

ANYWAYS.

CJ BAND CONCERT LAST NIGHT! :D

physics tuition in the morn. ahahs.
juns came too.
jingda was teaching. (:
ok. i really suck at phy. )x

island creamery! yummers. i wanna leave my picture there too! lol.
saw 1T26 there! and 1T20.
saw sth that made juns soooooooo happy. it was ME that spot it ok. xD

hah. juns went for judo trng. erm. sit there and watch of course.
trng was ok.
a little... ya. nvm.

rushed to meet yinyee and long for the concert.
yinyee's friend too. ian. haha.
OMG LA HE. said hi to cliff when he doesnt know him. horror!

sat beside jingda during the concert.
someone pls kill kianlong. )x
ian made me switch place! coz -ahem- was sitting infront. :D
crazy guy.
(: but made me happy. TEEHEE.

long kept pushing my elbow off the arm rest! GRRR. )x

concert was nice. i like the flight of the bumble bee! haha.
and the drums one was nice too. lol.

yea. was out from 8am-10pm.
im pretty exhuasted. that explains my freaking mood now.

having piano later. DARN. i cant even rest on sundays.
and the bloody maths test tml. tian.

okk. it's 1 am and im online. ahaha. (x

school's like as usual. all the 'hahas'. (:
so many guy's got their hair cut!
DAMN FUNNY. xD
pok. clement. yun hao. yi wei.
and ziyan, randy had theirs recently too. lol!

oh jingda too!!! HAHA. yvonne and i - *screams* xD

steff says after long weekends are when you see the hair's cut.

now i feel like cutting my hair too! fringe is getting on my nerves. and yes, i CAN see la. ):
but nvm. shall see how for another 2 weeks. teehee.

lessons were dry. 2 hours of GP. like URGH.
physics was like"what's going on??"
when i finally get how's that qn done, they throw me another one and im lost again. ): rahhhhhh.

PE. haha. RAINED. cant see the guys run. ):
was panicking that mr foo might make the GIRLS do their 5 items instead.

he made us wait for a while. to see if the rain would subside.
so i asked him what if it doesnt? what will we do?
he said: NOTHING.
ahahahaha. damn happy. xD didnt need to do 5 items!
but he thought i was happy coz there's no PE. lol.
he wacked my head la... ))x

judo trng tml... after a long week off. hmmm. hopefully nothing horrible.

yawns.
i feel sleepy. ):

it's raining now. cold. gloomy. such a nice atmosphere to sleep.
nooo.

had a mass tuition thing with jingda ytd!
gor wanted to teach me physics. (coz i have no idea what's going on during lectures AND tutorials.)
met xiangyang on the way down to the canteen.
told him was meeting gor for physics.
HE JOINED IN TOO! xD

yea. gor's really good at teaching! lol.
at least i understand some things now. (:

aiyee. i think im slacking too much.
there's still the first 3 months work.
stress! )x

anyways. so far school's been great. (: i love T26! haha.
it's such a fun-loving bunch.
though i can do without the name callings. x(
rahhh.
other than that, im happy to be in T26.
the girls are pretty united.
the EIGHT of us.(:

the guys are whiny. :X
ahahaha.

jaw hurts like hell. cant eat. i slur when i talk. AIYEEE. what's wrong with it?!

gor said it shifted. hopefully not!

the horror.

anyways. PE was like, SLACK. see guys do the 5 items. hohoho. (:
omg. they jump super far. stretch super far. run super fast.

i hope they wont see us do the 5 items nxt week.
DAMN MALU PLS.

let's see. what do i have to get done by TONIGHT.
-judo poster.
-econs essay
-phy tut.

ok. i dont need to sleep again. ):


when you told me,"we'll be good friends forever."
i knew what to do.
but you'll never know.
i pray you're not lying.

i think i didnt warm up properly.
i keep straining my calf muscles. ):

rahhh.

okkk. anyways! didnt really concentrate during judo.
got all my moves wrong.
which made me a super bad partner to meiyi. )x
sighhh.

i feel like stoning the day away.
staring at the sky.

BUT. i have to study. )x
i keep procrastinating. noooo.

tag replies

STEFF: JAY CHOU FAN. (:

MAVIS: i miss you! and i miss the time outside ur class. haha. (x come visit CJ! i so wanna see you. anyways. im still here if u wanna talk to someone. hee.

JINGDA: helllooooooooooooo gor!!!!~ ((:

tell me why do you treat me so nice?
what do you want?
what should i do?
wait?
or go on?

i dont know.
dont make me hold on.
dont lead me on.

you knew.
you're doing it again.
why?

the nicer you are,
the more painful it gets.
what irony.

"once bitten, twice shy."
why dont i learn my lesson?

ive been telling myself,
it's nothing.
nothing at all.
it's just wishful thinking on my part.

but i want to hold you now.

im so silly.

hum hum hum~ (:

it's a happy day! yups. aft a few days of physical exhaustion.

mon-PE
tues-judo
wed-PE
thurs-judo. (in the future that is.)
sat-judo.

hahas. im gonna be strong! wheee. :D

anyways. school was like super short. lit lect. phy lect. econs tut. thurs is a slack day! as well as our class outing day. (: coz we end at 1pm? whoo.

but i didnt go out with them. went out with wei long! xiao di. (: so long since i saw him. erm. since in early march? hahaha. played pool! or more like learn to play pool. (x

ate lunch first. was so hungry. (: and all the suaning that im a blur person. ):
im just a little confused and distracted. lol.

yups. borrowed long's sweater! OMG. it's damn comfy! better than my converse one! ahhhhh. haha. tho i forgot to give him back. hehs. so i'll get to borrow it till 27th april! yayers. (:

THE STRIPED GREEN FOURTEEN BALL. it's cursed. long tried to hit it and it stopped at the edge! for the next 5 shots or sth, he couldnt get it in! ROFL. :D

ahaha. damn funny.

lalala. yak abt loads of things! chess. school. how his shirts look like the indo flag. (x my life - i seem to be doing most of the talking. gee.

had a great time. haaahs.

anyways.
mugging later. PHYSICS HW. oh my tian.
im so dead. hah.

came back from a THREEEEEE hour judo trng.

with a bleeding thumb , toe and an aching back. the small stuff.

I GOT MY GI! lols. makes me look fat tho. x(
it's so warm! gee. was perspiring by the end of warm up.
lalala. learn new moves! yay. so fun.
played against sir. x( goodness! thrown 4 times by him.
but he let me throw him in the end. haha. whee.

my footwork sucks. ohwells. practise practise!
training was kinda fun!!

PT nxt tues. errr
sir says it's gonna be 10round sprint+3 round warm-up.
and that's what judo is going to be like nxt time. (meaning aft the trail period i suppose)
*faints* hopefully he's just scaring us. ahahas. right.

i just got this inkling that judo isnt gonna be that fun anymore. ):

rahh.

okok! i better study! there's like tests nxt wk. econs and maths... )):

MUG! min ser, MUG!

tag replies. (:

BERNIE: i'll go ask him. hahas. DONT BE EVIL. i get enough in sch alr. ): ure suppose to console me! toot head.

MARIANNE: I MISS YOU TOO! seeing you nxt tues. yay. (: