woah. i lasted being offline for THREE FREAKING DAYS.
hah. such a big achievement pls. (:
im no longer a net addict! whooo.

actually that's coz im down with gastric flu
i swear 'gastric' is another word for this-is-ten-thousand-times-worse-than-the-common

:/

anyhow. came online to talk to dear rachy. haha. back from thailand finally!
and she made her trip sound so interesting in a horrible way. xD


hmm. what else to blog. OH. went to watch night at the museum with wensheng.
HAHA. BEN STILLER SANG EYE OF THE TIGER!!!!
and our first reaction was. rachel.
haha. ure so part of our lives man. (x

yupyup. aiyas. i dont know what to blog abt anyways.
long weekend ahead!
but i just wanna curl up under my blanket.
so dont feel like going out. ):

okay. just wrote this whole long elaborated emo post.

but ah heck.

it's christmas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. (:
i love you. yea. you.

okay. happier. shall blog abt today.

didnt wanna go trng!
coz.
uhm.
ehh.
okay. i wanted to be slack.
and for once not get a tonguelash by my mum.

but rachel smsed.
"panda training today?"
firstly, panda?! wth.
secondly, no partner. huh. train with who?
(she asked me to partner francis. :/)
but aye. she wanted me to go! (:
i was soft hearted. :D
so. got the tonguelash.
and went for trng!

uh. no cjcian at sji!
scared the hell out of me.
till francis, joey, alvin and yudon came.
phew.
but where's rachel?!

anyhow. start trng. the only other person was. siti!
that was a little comforting.

yup. then yadayada. train.
RANDORI!
(:
i threw shiyang! yay.
he threw me too. haha.

finally. at 521.
rachel arrived!

you know. during that 51 min. each time the door opens.
i'll turn to look!
and joey laughed at me each time it's not her. ):


her 3min rest became a 2hr nap.
omg.

but nvm. since she still bothered to rush down.
yay. (:

yupyup. basically. just wanted to complain abt rachel. ahaha
I LOVE YOU. :D

it's still raining. damn it.

im a total retard.

2nd time.

yep.
i had enough.
and i'll just play along.


it was actually a happy day.
you screwed it.

aye. what horrible weather.

i hate it when it rains. (unless im sleeping. :D)
so gloomy and emo.
):

was so damn sian the whooooollleee day.

SIAN.

rain rain go away. dont even come on any other day.
i dont care if it causes a drought.



currently addicted on this song!

you give me something - james morrison.

you only stay with me in the morning
you only hold me when i sleep
i was meant to tread the water
but now i've gotten in too deep

for every piece of me that wants you
another piece backs away

you give me something
that makes me scared alright
this could be nothing
but i'm willing to give it a try
please give me something
because someday i might know my heart


im asking questions with answers i dont really care abt.
aye. be more sincere.

urgh. just quarrelled with my mum.
sigh.
feeling super fucked up.


ANYHOW
lesson learnt today-
never train on an empty stomache.
(okay. dont tell me it's common sense. i woke up late. :X)


food gives energy.
-nods


it was like punishment day.
first it was the 30++ min in push up position.
then it's 5 rounds ard the track in gi and barefooted?!
-jaw drops.

first time leh!
coz the scary sji teacher in charge asked us to. :/

then the rest of the time.
sat there and rot. ohwells.
punishment day! last sat trng somemore. ):
boo.


dinner with the judokas was nice. novena chicken rice! :D
oh. and i was like talking to shufang the whole time.
hahaha. she's so nice to talk to! (:

then basically the rest of the time's just hanging out with the judokas.
(:
they always make me laugh. haha.

yupyup! shall go watch some tv.
and im gonna lose weight coz cumar called me FAT!
hahaha. selenger!

GO AWAY EMO BUGS.

-sprays insecticide hysterically.

):

okay. breathe.

HAPPY THOUGHTS.
RACHEL IS BACK! :D
and jeremy's damn funny.
jeremy : how long have you been away?
rachel : ten days.
jeremy : man. you sound like you've been away for ten years!

hahahahaha.
rachel didnt go for trng. but she met us for dinner!
(:
trudy ps me and left me with the J2s. ):
haha.

trng was alright. though i think i was dead during pt. ahahaha.
but finally got to learn SO-DE! :D SO COOL.
though the more i practice the worse i was at it. hahaha. so wth.
and wensheng! my partner for the -something something- gari.
i cannot hook deep enough!! oh. and jason's jokes werent very funny lor. ):

hopefully i can make it for trng tml.
can see rachy!
but omg. thinking abt all those butterfly, front crawl, prawns and reverse.
it just scares me. )x

alright. december's going by quite fast.
xmas season. :/
got to meet up with joycelin and alvina!
chess khakis!
plus tuition pple.

do hope there's a judo chalet. :D

okay. off to finish eldest!
(:

stop playing games with me. i hate it.

i realise im always blogging abt judo.
haha.

CHANGE OF TOPIC TODAAAY.
chess. (:

like how long have i not touched a proper chess set pls.
cairnhill cc competition!

haha. i didnt play. i WORKED there.
:D

easy job. most of the time it's sitting there and recording scores.

and i got shifted to major and open section!
which means where the pro chessers are.

:/

oh well. steven handled most of the stuff. and the disputes.

some players love reporting scores from afar and mouthing the words, "i won."
but the thing is.
i dont know who he is and what board he's playing. ):
so i always give the "o.O?" face. ahaha.

anyhow. learnt most of the players names by the end of the day.

wasnt that blur anymore. (x

ayee. just realise my generation of chessers are kinda gone.
and the kids nowadays are getting damn smart.
winning the usual pro uncles that have been owning the competitions for years.

okay. i admit. i miss being a chesser. ):
i miss how your heart race when your plans are abt to succeed.
how nice to say the word "checkmate"
all the planning, thinking and maybe even blunders too?
all the blitz games! playing against time.
ah. the excitement.

(:

maybe i'll go play next year. ahahaha.
and get thrashed. (x

hoho. yup yup.
till next year then!
i wanna meet my chess khakis. xD

ju no kata! (:

im not slow and steady enough.
not so easy to do. )x
but it was a really interesting experience.
:D

yeeea. 2hrs was pretty fast.

i got to sit sir's blue van!
hahaha. and sir treated us lunch.
so nice. (x
plus i had a good time laughing at sir and eileen.
haha!

by the time we finish eating. it was only 130.
trng was at 430.

so we went to sir's factory!
slacked in his office. lol.
so dusty. black cobwebs. (x haha.
then we listened to lots of judo stories!
so interesting!
(:

time passed pretty quickly. trng! sat in sir's little blue van again. haha.
was too comfortable to be in trng mood. ):
anyhow!
sir's songlist... omg. so 1970s. xD
"dont call me a gigglo, dont call me a cassanova."
meiding was like, "omg! the lyrics sucks!"
HAHA.

yep. yudon came back! (:

15 laps of prawns. reverse and butterfly.
i did 11, 7 and 5. (confessing here. haha. :X)
eh but not bad alr la. im improving from the last time.
which was sth like 5, 4, 3? haha.
omg. so screwed. hahaha. (x

then turning over techniques.
newaza randori!
and learnt armlocks and chokes. (:

yupyup.

alright. gonna watch asian games now!
LI JIA WEI IS FAIRER THAN ME. HAHA.
xD

ahaha. and i realise this is a smiley filled post.
teehee. (:

okay. camp's over.

and im aching like crazy.
haha. developing muscles i hope! (:

anyhow. trng was like. uhm.
very little pple.


randori killed meee.
fighting beh was weird.
fighting with jerome's like fighting with a rock.

ended camp early too.
hmmm.
it's a lot less tough than june's camp.
but i died pretty badly still. (including a few slacking moments too. :X)
im just weak now. (x
haha.

and seriously. i got a different opinion of warm ups alr. )x haha.

anyhow! i cut my fringe. yay.
no more curtain girl! (as wensheng puts it. xP)

ayeee.
still tired. shall go stone or sth.
trng tml! oh maaaan.


i find it so hard to trust you.

dead tired.

trng camp!!
though cj's only going for half the trng.

but! now that im so much of a blob.
half trng still killed me.

haha. anyhow. camp's a lot more fun. (:
esp the last half an hours.
and self defense course! whee.

games! hahaha.
the rolling thing was a disaster though. lol.
good teamwork (haha. if there was any. xD) siti!

yea. and boonping is a super annoyance. plucked my hair during trng?! twice.
)x


tml's randori i guess.
eeyers.
gonna get throooown.

oh yea! RACHEL CHIANG LEFT FOR INDIA TODAY. ):
i missed her during trng.
and she havent even left yet.
raaahhss.
get back fast okay??
(:
then we will have an outing JUST FOR ROCHOR TAU HUAY. no other plans. xD

went out ytd. judokas
bp, christy, rachy, trudy, sondra and i.

hahaha.
watched JUST FRIENDS.
yea. cheesy chick flick, no brainer show.
but hey! damn funny.
it was funny coz a girl named samantha in the show was sooooooooo like rachel.
she sings badly. is crazy. dances like a madwomen.
familiar?! RACHEL! hahahaha.
so sometimes, only we laughed in the cinema. going "omg. rachel!"
haha.

after the show rachel kept singing the song samantha kept singing. "FORGIVENESS"
judokas, i think you'll get to hear it when she's back for trng. xD
the soundtrack for the show is so bad that it's good! hahaha.
had a good time ytd. (:

though im so irritated that im still the earliest even when i tried to be late.
bleh. bp was 20 min late. but the rest were 25 min late.
i will be really late nxt time! rah!

-switch topic.

dont you hate it when you just dont understand how a person thinks?
all the doubts.
):

ure like. DAMN IT. WHY THE HECK ARE YOU DOING THIS?
but you wont ask coz. man. you'll sound so stupid.
so you end up pondering and guessing.
for what seems like eternity i tell you.
a really a good way to torture urself.
haha.

rahhs. i dont want to care anymore.
i stopped believing in logic a long long time ago.
want to is diff from actually being abt to do it though.
hehs.

haha. randomness!
not being emo. just frustrated. -nods!
ohwells! shld go sleep. CAMP CAMP CAMP. THEN TAUHUAY! WHEE. RACH I CAN BRING YOU THERE NXT TIME. YAY. (x

gosh.i seriously dont like the song lips of an angel. ):

it's 7.15am.

and im awake.
i mean. still awake.


listening to eye of the tiger.
playing tetris.


bloody weird.

rahhhs.


anyhow!
going out with rach later.
hopefully i wont fall asleep while eating tau huay!
(:


it's the eye of the tiger
it's the thrill of the fight!