since im sick at home and having such a quiet eve.

new year resolution and reflection?

hahaha. was looking at all my blog posts. all my pictures this past year.
just a year ago, while writing a post for my 2008 resolution.

i distinctively remember saying i had a good vibe abt 2008.

and my instant reaction now, is that it was so wrong.
i dont know why too. but i found this whole year tough.

maybe coz i had to go perth and study.
lived alone in a strange land.
i miss my friends and family so much, and that boy of course.
some days just seem so hard to get by.
and cried so many times to sleep.
yes i did, and i don't care if you laugh at me.


because i learn to be independent, to face solitary, to make decisions, to fall with no one to back me up when i make the wrong one, to be responsible for myself.
i'd like to think i've grown up a little.
and i made a lot of wrong decisions this past year i have to admit.



but i met a bunch of good pple in perth. (:
like POW SHIRUI. though with his constant scoldings and what nots.
but thanks for being there when im down and pushing me on. (: i know i was quite hard to shove. hahaha.



it was good times living with joy and yoyo. (: what can i say, it's hard to find good housemates.

so for the new yearrr,

i just hope i'll be more rational.
more responsible.
not lose my singapore friends.
happier. (:
much much much much happier. (:

AND FREAKING FIND THINGS TO DO SO I WONT BE SO BORED.

im like 20 this year.
NO MORE TEENS.
omg i feel youth slipping away. :/
live life. live life.

im sorry rachel!
and all the judokas.

didnt go down for MY steamboat.

a thousand apologies. )x


i'll make it up another day!
sorry rachel babe. dont be angry already kays?

i hate waiting.

stayed in at home today. coz am down with a flu.
mummy wont let me out. ):

i realise staying at home is so darn depressing.

got me quite sad that i had to be in the house.
msn has kinda limited pple to talk to.
one doesnt even wanna talk to me. sigh.

i can't wait to go out tmr with joy.
i'll leap out of the house first thing tmr.

but just imagine. im going back perth.
and it'll be like that EVERYDAY. stuck at home.
how fucking depressing is that man. i swear i wont get through a week.
am gonna start planning activities coz i swear i can't stay at home like that.


aiya. lousy day. with a flu. and im damn bored.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. (:

had a mini coutdown with kahang ytd night.
outside my house, at that wine shop. (:
haha.
omg i love my present!
which was perfectly planned. hee. (:

just exactly a year ago.

alright! sorida has noticed i havent blogged in a long time.

omg. conversation of the day.

zhenyi: eh my friend thinks you're cute.
boonping: your friend guy or girl!!
zhenyi: blind.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. DAMN HILARIOUS.
i miss my juniors. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONPING. birthday post later. (:

okay. never been updating.

coz why?

IM BACK IN SINGAPORE HURHURHUR. (:
feels good to back. everything just feels alright.
even when things screw up, it feels like it screwing up right.

haha.
damn tired pls.
damn happy to be back home.
talking incoherently.
omgg.

so many pple to meet up.
mummy's not gonna be happy that im running out everyday. ):
but i love my friends too much. (:

i miss my school pple. ):
come singapore la, i feed you guys. haha. :D

i miss yoyo. ): she's back in hiong kong. (eh my canto improving. hohohoho)

so many things to do do do do.
i wanna meet joy soon.
and pow! he got handphone number alr. yayyy.
daren is sick though. ): get well soon! you quack doctor. stop treating urself.

but sad stuff happened.
and im knocked out cold.
bipolar. i swear. so damn happy and so damn sad.
sigh.

sometimes i wish everything would disappear.
would fairies do that for me?
i'll give them my tooth.

overwhelming emotions.

though nonetheless, it's better to have it here than in perth.
ohwells.

incoherent post. i told you.
will post up something better soon!

anyways, the last few days in perth, was the best i had in months there. (:
(to those over at my place. :D)

till then!
jam packed outings. woots!