HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. (:

went to my uncle's house

saw my melbourne cousin with HER SIX MONTH OLD BABY.
FAELA.
SO CUTE LAAAAAAAAAAA.
carried her around while she nibbled on my finger.


aiyo. so cute. cannot take it. (:

on the side note!
MY SISTER BOUGHT A WII. ((:
OMG HAHA. WE PLAYED TILL 3AM ON CNY EVE NIGHT.
(till we realise we had to be at our uncle's place by 10am. the horror.)

lego star wars was like TOTAL SUICIDE.
-jumpsoffcliffonemilliontimes.
no hand eye and joystick coordination. > <
raving rabbids was retardedly addictive!!!
hahaha. omg funfun. (x


anyways, back to the new year stuff
steamboat for reunion dinner!
getting angpows! (yay!)
relatives came over today!!
PLAYED WII WITH MY COUSINS. lol!
hilariously fun. (:

im quite tried now and my right arm is aching from wii. hahaha. wth.

awww. i'll really hate to go back perth! really do wanna just stay here in singapore.
):

*random post

half way done packing my room.
tired, shall take a break now.

life right now is just about going out and going out and going out.
not that im complaining,
since i foresee myself not be able to do that in perth.
(till the day i get a freaking driver's license)

i wish i would stop dreading perth.
and be like "OH YAY. BACK TO PERTH! (: (: (:"
but hell no, doesnt work that way.

i mean look, eating there is a chore if you cant cook well. (i can't cook well.)
you eat to just make sure your internal organs keep you alive.
you wouldn't even like to remember what you ate.

entertainment is nearly zero since you can't shop after 530.
you can't even grocery shop.
i don't see human beings on streets after 6.
no such thing as running around town at 11pm and no need to to worry about getting robbed by syringe holding drunk addicts.

got stalked by some homeless guy at 830pm the last time. omg please. streets looked like it was 12 midnight, coz last train's at 930.

yes, i seem to not like perth a lot.
but maybe coz i refuse to enjoy myself there. i dont know.

at least i planned a whole elaborated schedule this time, to make sure i had things to do and not rot around and grow mould.

ANYWAYS.
enjoy my last two weeks here.
and darn it, get to my shopping!
before im stuck with "habour town" in perth. hahahaha.

okay i wanna blog! but am too tired. haha.

wanna blog about jun's XLBS outing. haha.
and meeting cumar ken and JD for jap buffet!
and pow shirui for some perthy outing again.

but am too lazy to go into details. for now.

too lazy to colour too. haha

time is ticking! and cny is coming!
need more time to meet pple. (:
and i needa shop. boo.

eventful day.

heart stopping.
heart wrenching.
heart missing.

i dont know what to make out of everything.

but i know im tired.
it's the end.


now it's time i have a good rest.

okay. happy stuff! badminton with the perthys ytd. (:
funfun!

only uploaded a few pics. too lazy for the rest laaars.
fb. (:

omg my first time in years playing badminton! ((:
JERRY WACKED THE SHUTTLE COCK RIGHT ON MY NOSE.
omg please.
totally not courtesy bear. ):
and shirui was like "OMG DAMN TEMPTED TO WACK HER (me.)"
why are they so mean? ):

but yay! quite high playing. HAHA.
with shirui, the PRIMARY SCHOOL badminton school team player leh.
omg power. (x
wanted him to challenge the primary school boys that were playing.
OMG COMMENT OF THE DAY

"i think im better than them when i was primary 4."
LOL.


hahaha. had awesome team work with joy and tw! (:

ate at swenson's after.
so much for the exercise. :/
but yam ice cream is nice!

i guess there's so many people in the world that can hurt you.

it's so hard to please.
sometimes it feels like you're never doing enough.
even when you really care
you're told it's not good enough.

it really really hurts.

so many angles.
so many sides.

so much to consider.
so much you wanna consider.

juggling.

wear out yourself.
pick up those broken pieces.
seeking comfort.

okayokay.
i did pretty much nothing today, went for a facial.
and then eat and sleep. OMG haha.

feeling a bit disrupted from the 5-8pm nap.
like in the middle of no where.
argh! wont be able to sleep tonight. ):

watching the terminal now. and tom hanks's character is so cute! (:
awesomely sweet.
hahaha.

anyhow. pictures from the ong bak crazy show day! (:
i wanna kill straits times for telling me it's FOUR stars.
it's not four stars.
ip man can be four stars. (: WING CHUN!!!

omg yesterday's post was angsty. O.O
hoho! im blogging again. (: happy post!

i went out with joy and shiruii! (:
we watched ONGBAK2
which has soooooooooooooo much fighting it was numbing after a while.
BUT DAMN FUNNY.
coz it was the first time joy and i watched a thai show and,

AND OMG IM SO SORRY BUT THAI SOUNDS FUNNY WITH THE DRAMATIC MOVIE VOICE.
joy and i started laughing after much tolerance.
we did silent laughing so it isnt so bad. (:

ate at some hong kong cafe thingy at ps.
omg such a hilarious time laughing at the both of them okay.
AND THE STUPID $20 IS WITH ME. EH POW TAKE IT LA.
ran around like primary school kids like that. :/

afterwhich joy had a bball thing, and i went to meet kahang.
AND RACHEELLLL. saw shufen too! omg so long since i met her. (:
and we talk a lot.
with her telling me about her friends calling her miley. omg. miley.
haha.

okay you know i'll edit tmr. so damn sleepy. i'll update another day. boo.

FRAGMENTED ANGSTY POST.

when im too free, im emo.
omg i so ):

i need to go out laaaa.
i hate staying indoors.

you know what, my new year resolutions are gonna start on CHINESE NEW YEAR.
im not ready yet.

i have this slight addiction on swearing.
i needa edit every other second, to cut out those vulgarities.
new resolution: cut down on those internal swearing. keeping silent doesnt mean im not thinking of saying it.

and i have a phobia of free time. i actually tried to google if this phobia existed.
omg i hate it when i have nothing to do but stare at my comp.
and eagerly waiting for pple to reply on msn.
i feel like i got no life!
I GOT NO LIFE.
new resolution: even if im stuck at home. i am NOT gonna switch on my comp unless i need to.

and im so angsty recently.
so so angsty i feel 16 all over again.
wait. i wasnt angsty at all when i was 16. ):
i wanna be a happy chirpy thingy.
IM NOT GONNA BE SO ANGSTY ANYMORE.
it's so gay. and irksome. omg.

im gonna be one selfish bastard and care about myself now.
my whole world only fucking revolves around ME.

you really know how to irritate me.
and the drilling too.
that drills only when im home and wanting to take a nap.
):

catching a cold soon again.
or either that i got a sensitive nose.
ohwells.

hee. (:

HELLO! NEW YEAR! NEW START! (:

yupyup. 2009.
damn old already omg.

anyways!
met the ij chessers and grace for a largeeee gathering! omg.
not chessers only la.
and with the invitation of theresa, the bfs came along? O.o
haha.
okay, bernie's bf, alfred is quite funny. (x

ate at clarke quay, talk talk, laugh laugh.
(:

didnt take any pics! FORGOT. gotta bug bernie to send me. (:
she kinda took lots of unglam pics of kahang and i. O.o

haha. anyhooo. im tired. and i need to pack my room tmr.
i need prozac asap btw.


do you need to see to have faith,
or have faith from the beginning?
i wish i didnt care as much.
and i think i will do that asap.
coz i look like im trying too hard.